Keepin It REAL

Thats right my first mission is to KEEP IT REAL!! That means being honest to myself as I go through my fitness jouney. Sometimes I will sit back and say well gosh WHY arent I losing the weight? So n SO looks better than me! If I didnt work I would look like her too LOL Well TRUTH be told I dont lose the weight I want because I am a sugar fein !! I LOVE CANDY ! Give me some skittles and I will do anything for you :) no really I would HAHAHA Umm yea she looks better than you because her ass is in the gym ALL the time and she doesnt use the bullshit excuses I do :) example -- I have a new puppy and need to stay home with him :) thats a good one huh? Yea throwing that pup in the pen tomorrow !! AND the best one is I DONT WORK !! Well I do BUT not alot so my ass should be in the damn gym !!! SOMEBODY SLAP ME !!!

SO lets catch up shall we .... :) I'm 42, married and have 2 kids ( well 5 really but 2 came out of my womb) 19-26 AND I am a grandma *woohooooo I live in SOuthern California -- well I just got here in March and oh man is it flippen beautiful !!!!! For the last 20 yrs I worked in drycleaning -- I lost my job last November 08 ( we wont go there!) and I went through alot of sole searching you might say.. Last year I also trained for my first figure competition AND won 3rd HELL YEA !!! SO yea um Nov I won my comp and lost my job can you say high and low !!!

After that happened I did NOTHING !!! No working out -- I was honestly sooo burned out from training I didnt care if I EVER worked out again.. Then we decided to move ??? Mid life crises? I dont know ??? SO with all that life changing stuff I stopped taking care of myself !! Well ... my loving husband Glenn, as much as I would love to kill him, I like to say that so I will NEVER kill him because I put that out there so much LOL well anyways he said I'm getting fat or I'm fat somethin beautiful like that !! Hey you cant hate the man for being honest!! So I took a pic ... hmmmm.. yea umm not what I looked like year ago !! SHIT !! ALL that hard work for comp and I threw it ALL away !!! Asshole !! Hey but my "excuse" is my life changed dramatically :)

Soooooooo... career wise I have decided to solely dedicate my life to health and fitness !! Thats it i'm NOT doing anything else. So I opened up FantaC Fitness Personal Training in Riverside, CA. *whew* ( YES i'm a personal trainer LOL) I have been getting clients slowly but I know that it is gonna turn around soon.. My name will get out there !! My goal is to be the TOP training professional around. * clear throat cough cough* Better get my ass in friggen shape huh !!!! I know your gettin tired of reading I'm trying to wrap this up !!! I'm very good about doing what I need to do when people know I'm doing it -- when I was going to do the Comp I told everyone I knew so I wouldnt back out :) good plan huh??? It worked -- that and glenn said I would never do it !! DAMN HIM !!!

Soooo hahahahaha I came up with this blog :) Hey if I have people reading this everyday ( yea I expect a following lol ) then I have to TRANSFORM !!! SO thats it..........

PATTI'S TRANSFORMATION !!! It all starts NOW !! Well tomorrow :)

to be continued.....